Tuesday, May 1



i hope 7 days will whisked by so that i can never have the chance to have a second thought. however, its the time where you're so damn sick (subsided fever, cough, flu) and your boyfriend leaves you on a jetplane to somewhere rather far (melbourne), how can you recuperate without the tender care of that special one? ok, its not like he'll stay with me 24/7 but at least i KNOW he's around if i need him..

speaking of which, obviously i just got back home from the airport after sending boyfriend, wan boon, kang xiang and boon yong off together with a few friends. such bittersweet goodbye.. at one point, boyfriend whispered to me "don't emo ah, only 7 days not 7 months..." i was still perfectly fine at that moment, i remember. as we walked towards the gate, the more i wouldn't want to let my hand off my boyfriend's arm.. bade goodbye, hugged and off they go. minutes later, where we're standing near the gate, a few of them started saying that jinx sentence "eh don't cry ah !" there i go, tears started rolling down my cheeks and i couldn't stop them from dripping down. its not that am a crybaby you see, just that this kinda departure scene is just not for me. so i only stopped crying after my boyfriend decided to turn his back (and the other 3 boys to take candid pictures) to comfort me. ahhhhhh 7 days will past like a snap of my fingers i swear !

a text message and a call from him makes me feel much better. but nothing can beat having him by my side, looking straight into my eyes.... 8'(

YOURS TRULY @ 12:18 AM.

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