i don't think i wanna be 18 anymore.

i've concluded, if im still under 18 years of age, i can:

-still be very childish in my thinking.

-sa jiao to my parents and melt their not-very-hard-heart so that they will buy whatever things i want.

-have the thrill in getting caught for clubbing/drinking. isn't it great to be fearful and exciting the same time?
-have a few puffs of the stinky ciggs and still feel like i should have more of the puffs. i don't really do that okies! and i never really do that.

-still throw up at 3am and daddy will throw me outta the house 'cos i've made a big mess in the living room and i'd be screaming at any random strangers that past by my house and beg him/her to wake my daddy up to bring me back home.

-sneak in to M18 movies even though im young but i look goddamn old! sometimes there's privilege to look old but still seriously very young to even go into a pub.

-still say "im a student lei, che che. so i got no money to lent/give you."

-sleep with my mummy after watching CHINESE horror movies. but i've made it a deal to sleep before the show end 'cos im afriad i'll have nightmare later on.

-be sticky to my parents and NO ONE can say im a daddy/mummy's grrl.

-still holds my daddy's hands while we're out. i SWEAR many people thought im his mistress, I KNOW!

-fake that my friends are having birthday parties every now and then so i can sneak out till late at night. i've stopped doing that since sec 1 i guess. miraculously, i DO NOT go out with my pri sch friends AT ALL in that 6 years. i often make more friends 'cos my sister have to drag me along with her when she goes out. that's my mummy's policy :)

-still be as wild. even though we used to have curfews (we have to die die reached home by 6pm and a everyday-must-have-dinner-together days)

-participate in sports events(pri sch's), win medals and daddy+mummy will come and cheer for us days!

-do the very apparent things that i should never do in life (still getting away from it 'cos i have the excuse of being young) examples: screaming at my parents, throwing away money after i've tried to take a 5 dollar note frm my piggy-bank which ended up i tore them to pieces, be very stubborn.

however, im uber glad that im better than my sister in our younger days. you've seen her now, but i guess you people will faint seeing her in the pri sch days. ULTRA DEFIANT plus she was involved in truancy and i still have the cheek to ask her to buy me a notebook while she's wandering outside. over the years, i dare to say both of us have matured quite abit. even though the bond we have were sometimes breakable but i still believe a saying, "forgive and forget". erm, im more to the forgive part then forget.